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lack of understanding
July 01, 2004 @ 9:02 p.m.
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I'm slowly learning how much past successes don't matter. Anything nice you've done for someone doesn't count unless you continue to be nice. It doesn't matter how many times you've been there for someone, unless you are there at all times. People want too much. If you have ever been great, consistent greatness is expected. I think that is what has always gone wrong in my relationships with people, I can't live up to expectations.

Oh jesus.

Grow up.

This is all too funny.

In case anyone hasn't noticed, sometimes I need some time for myself. Deal with it, or fucking ditch me, its your goddamn choice.

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