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BAM So all of a sudden you are born into this crazy place called the world, planet earth, the big blue bangin' hotspot of the universe, BAM. And right away people start teaching you the ropes, how it goes. They're teaching by example and instruction and unconscious, unwitting, in your face, life experience. There are rules here. You have to learn them if you are going to make it. You're not supposed to kill people, and dentists recommend that you floss daily, those are two of the big ones. At some point you start to get it. It starts to make sense. You pick up the tune and start dancing. Now you're a part of it. You're in the club, the club called humanity, society, culture, whatever the fuck you want to call it, you're in it. You've grown up, somehow, and now you're no longer a newcomer, nope, you're participating, you're propagating this whole deal we've got going here. Now that's just fine and dandy there kiddo, but is that enough for you? It sounds like it could get a little old to me. You're you, you're an IN-DI-VI-DU-AL. Now I'm not saying you're a beautiful and unique snowflake, you're not, more than likely you don't have an original fucking bone in your body. But that's okay. That's not your fault, and you're not the only one. Maybe you've been grown like corn, to do exactly what you're doing, hell, I don't know. But everything you've ever thought, probably someone else has thought too. Think about it, there have been a lot of people on this planet over the millenia. You're not unique, fine, but neither are you a cog in a machine. You may not be original, but you sure as hell aren't a workhorse either. You're not. So why are you running laps around this field, when there's a whole goddam world out there? Why don't you take a look around. Stop running in circles. Run straight off the track, out in to the street, steal a car, rob a bank, start a homeless shelter, cure cancer, it doesn't fucking matter WHAT you do. JUST DO SOMETHING. Stop sitting by and watching everyone else. They're boring. They're stupid. They're nothing compared to you. At least that's what YOU should think, everyone else knows its not true. But it's really not a bad thing to convince yourself of. You've got SOMETHING in you. Why not let it out? At a certain point you have to stop following the rules, and make up your own. Where is your path going to take you? I don't know. And I don't care. This is something you need to figure out. This is not a question on the SATs, it's not something you can learn in school, you can't ask your parents, or your teachers, or your boss, or your best friend, or GOD about THIS. It's time to stop listening to everyone else, and fucking listen to yourself. Are you hearing me? Then why are you still here? Go fucking do something. Run along now, you're free. ----- - - 6:32 p.m. , January 29, 2005 personal empowerment - 9:48 p.m. , January 12, 2005 jaksdf - 7:22 p.m. , December 19, 2004 the break up - 11:08 p.m. , December 16, 2004 fists of rage - 6:28 p.m. , December 13, 2004 |